The trashy life?

I'll lie to you.

My biggest secret you can never know.
The monopoly business in my mind.
It's a type of agency, beautiful and intellectual,
insightful and sexy.
It's something I am, it's wrong and deceitful,
hurtful and needy.
It's my biggest secret you can never know.

*Biggest = unthoughtful, deepest, darkest, life altering, interrupting

Me;My Truck; and Daddy's laptop.